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[diedforyoursins]

[so it would probably be smart to be spending his time here leveling up and getting stronger and all that, but kaworu has actually done very little real gaming. most of his time so far has been spent exploring mac anu thoroughly, people-watching and marveling over the little things.

in this case, the "little thing" happens to be the fountain in the center of the city. he's sitting on the edge of it, legs hanging in over the side without care of how wet it was making his pantlegs. he keeps dipping his hands into the water, drawing some out between cupped palms and staring intensely at the liquid as it ran over the sides and back into the fountain. he's been sitting here for quite some time now, so feel free to bother if you're beginning to grow concerned for his mental health -- or if you just want to try shoving him in or whatever, that's cool too.]

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[diedforyoursins]

In a way, I suppose. We angels were born from the Seed of Life, Adam, and move at the will of our Father. Of course, my case is somewhat different simply due to my nature as the angel of choice.

[reified]

So you know, without a doubt, how you were created?

[diedforyoursins]

More or less. Why?

[reified]

It interests me.

[ ... and he doesn't say any more. because honestly, it bugs him that he doesn't know how he came to be, but it's not something that he can say outright-- ]

[diedforyoursins]

[he's quiet for a moment, politely waiting to see if apollo had more to add, and then curiously eying him when nothing further comes.]

...Does it bother you?

[1/2]

[reified]

[ ... and here, he scowls, because you've hit the nail right on the head-- ]

[2/2]

[reified]

[ he quickly regains his composure!! ]

It does not bother me that you know of your origins. [ ... ] Though it does bother me that I cannot say the same for myself.

[diedforyoursins]

[he just gives apollo a curious look.]

If you are a god, then is it a surprise that you may have simply always been?

[reified]

If that was the truth. But what always has been has not always been such a way. I know this without a shadow of a doubt.

[diedforyoursins]

What do you mean?

[reified]

[ brb weirdness-- ]

What I mean is that 'I know what I don't know'.

A question that I've come to pose to myself often: since when have I been the sun? And I cannot say that I've always been such a way. That is the truth.